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Thank you CeCe

2:04 AM

❤️

️erry Christmas

Thanks :3

8:53 AM

You too nerd (edited)

I can't wait to get back home so much

9:42 AM

Take my good girl pills, pamper up, recieve my shock collar, play video games again

You are a nerd

7:21 PM

nerd

7:22 PM

And yeah I'll fund your league skins :3

7:22 PM

All the cute skins and pink chromas :3

I actually can't wait to get back to grinding league. Only have my Macbook on me which sucks for playing it lmao

7:24 PM

I need my injection of toxicity

What rank are you btw?

8:56 PM

Probably silver

imagine not knowing the CeCe lore

9:00 PM

Tell me the lore

9:01 PM

I'm new to this!

9:01 PM

It's not fair. Everyone knows the lore for stuff

Are you cracked at league actually

It's okay, I'll be using a fresh account

9:24 PM

Totally didn't get permaed

9:24 PM

right

9:24 PM

I had my first account due to the deleted message

9:24 PM

:3

9:25 PM

Then 3 more just due to being toxic and saying words like fag

9:25 PM

but i literally have sucked dick

9:25 PM

reeee

9:26 PM

Rip Jerk2Jhin, Erect4Ezreal and BigBlackBard

9:26 PM

All kings

LockedAndPadded

but i literally have sucked dick

:3

12:06 AM

Imagine not sucking dick

12:06 AM

Can't be me

12:09 AM

C-can I get an invite to your server now :3 Have I been good enough of a cuck?

Server? What Server?

12:41 AM

12:42 AM

The goal is for the server to go live before the end of January

Okay!

12:45 AM

Thanks :3

12:45 AM

Meiji told me to write 6 full pages worth of a mantra for having a losergasm in my cage

12:46 AM

My arm is so tired

12:46 AM

and I'm drunk

Oh? Remember what I said about spurting?

12:46 AM

Pampy

I'm so sorry

12:46 AM

I had a good feeling diaper and was backed up almost a month

12:47 AM

and just humped

12:47 AM

and well, it happened

12:47 AM

It's wrong of me to cum. it's so racist for me to cum.

12:48 AM

I really regret not ruining it. I should have but my dumb brain took over.

I specifically remember talking about the casino, that the only way you'd get to "spurt" is if you earn it

I know

12:50 AM

I'm really sorry CeCe

12:50 AM

My toxic male horny brain took over

12:50 AM

This is why estrogen is so important

12:51 AM

I had the best orgasm of my life though, so taht is something

Is your league account NA or EU?

NA, aren't you in the states?

12:52 AM

I know Cherry is EU

12:52 AM

Do you want to play with her?

Maybe I should have an account for both servers, or maybe I should just make someone pay for me to swap servers

Honestly

12:53 AM

Riot cucks the server transfer so often

12:53 AM

That it isn't a good idea

One for each then?

I'd suggest that

12:54 AM

I also professionally cover league :3

12:54 AM

Well, somewhat

12:54 AM

Now a lot more part time

12:54 AM

I've interviewed a bunch of cool kid pro players

Add me on NA

Gotta promise to not laugh at my name

12:56 AM

It plays off my ones from earlier

I'm not promising anything

Well that's fair

12:56 AM

I swear it's a meme tho

12:57 AM

Sent :3

As punishment for having that racist little losergasm, you're gonna gift me something

Y-yes Miss

12:58 AM

Whatever you want

12:58 AM

Good name tho huh?

Erect4Ezreal was my favorite

12:59 AM

unfortunate perma

12:59 AM

Next is Simp4Sett if this gets banned

12:59 AM

So what do u want

KYS4Kassadin

12:59 AM

LMAO

12:59 AM

Insanely based

1:00 AM

Rope4Rammus

Honestly I need champions, you should gift RP so I can buy the champion bundles

b-but I have RP leftover from my pass so I can afford a skin

1:00 AM

If you want RP though I can do that too

why not both?~

did u also make a new account instead of buying one off ebay?

1:01 AM

$5 for a level 30 account

If I wanted to use a level 30 account I would've logged into one of my 20 alts

So what is the point of this account then if you don't mind me asking?

1:01 AM

Just casual fun

This is gonna be Mommy's subfunded only account

1:02 AM

and probably main account for NA from now on

based

1:02 AM

God I remember when I did findom stuff using all the amazon GCs I got to buy League RP

1:02 AM

oh how the turns have tabled

1:03 AM

What skin u want nerd

LockedAndPadded

God I remember when I did findom stuff using all the amazon GCs I got to buy League RP

LockedAndPadded

God I remember when I did findom stuff using all the amazon GCs I got to buy League RP

(and a lot of lewd toys)

get me a Christmas skin

1:03 AM

Jinx, or if 1350 doesn't work, Sona

Was your old username Kirafumi enjoyer?

1:04 AM

it's showing as that in the gift center

No

hmmm

Huh?

It's not showing then

1:04 AM

Do you need to be friends for 24 hours?

Oh yeah

1:05 AM

24 hours

cringe

riot cuck games

sorry CeCe

Celestia

riot cuck games

Hey they paid for my meals a few times

1:05 AM

but yeah they are cucks

1:05 AM

fuck riot

Do it tomorrow then or something

Imagine being a cuck, can't be me

1:05 AM

Yep

1:06 AM

Want a RP card as well? Could probably do a $25 dollar one

1:06 AM

using the amazon card my mom gave me >///<

Yeah, RP is important so Mommy can play all her favorite champions

Better include shaco

1:07 AM

or aph

1:07 AM

or ezreal

ofc we do a lil bit of trolling

1:07 AM

Mommy on that Pinkward type beat

pinkward but not fat

1:09 AM

1:09 AM

>average whiteboi shopping cart

LockedAndPadded

pinkward but not fat

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1:10 AM

also not hairy or a guy but yes

LockedAndPadded

>average whiteboi shopping cart

I like pinkward, but I am legit fatphobic as all hell

1:10 AM

I can't watch hi

1:10 AM

now Chase...

1:10 AM

He is fucking hot

1:11 AM

Alright, ordered. Give it a few minutes to process

1:12 AM

Actually that was fast this time

1:12 AM

RA-AF3P3XABFY8YXJL6

1:12 AM

Here u go

1:13 AM

High key

1:13 AM

IF you want champs

1:13 AM

Buy the pass and use all the coins for the random champion shards

1:14 AM

The best value to RP way of getting champs

Does it require grinding?

1:14 AM

I guess I'll be playing some anyways

Not really

1:14 AM

You can hit 2k really easily

1:14 AM

which is 40 random champ shards

Mhmm

I can't wait to grind league once I get back home

1:15 AM

I can't wait to snuff you

please do

1:15 AM

you on the west coast owo

1:15 AM

jk jk

1:16 AM

unless

1:16 AM

I don't know how much I've told you about me btw. I guess the biggest thing is I work at a fetish company out in Seattle. One of hte biggest in it's respective industry. As a result, been to many kink events :3

1:18 AM

Huge into many kinks obviously. Too many to list. Kinda just wanna play league with you and get bullied and be denied big girl squirts for a long long time.

1:18 AM

and totally not be pinkpilled

We can arrange that~

I think a fair rule is that I am allowed to cum when doing kink stuff with real irl boys or girls

1:19 AM

But other than that one ruined a month

1:19 AM

Always caged of course

LockedAndPadded

I think a fair rule is that I am allowed to cum when doing kink stuff with real irl boys or girls

each orgasm is a skin

1:20 AM

You only want 12 skins a year :3

1:20 AM

And that is fair

1:20 AM

Real irl orgasms = skin

I'm sure you'll get me more, but just saying~

My boss is super interested in me being caged too ngl

1:20 AM

kinda cute

he is dating the first boy I ever did gay shit with

1:21 AM

literally cucked

1:21 AM

But he also got me the job

1:21 AM

so not cucked

Celestia

I'm sure you'll get me more, but just saying~

True. Make my brain dumb for buying you cute skins

1:22 AM

Also personal question

1:22 AM

Do you still wear a cage a lot :3

1:23 AM

And do you then

Stop deleting the truth

1:23 AM

reeee

1:24 AM

You are still in charge regardless.

1:24 AM

idk what subby shit you do in your freetime. You are still my dominant.

LockedAndPadded

Also personal question

Also personal question are you parasocial :3

Honestly no

1:24 AM

It's a meme

1:25 AM

I have a lot of irl boys I have crushes on

I was also joking

All of them are dating cute boys as well. I got to the area I live like a month too late to date like 3 of them

1:25 AM

oh

1:25 AM

lmao

1:25 AM

my

1:25 AM

b

idk. I thought you wanted to know

1:26 AM

I just think you and Meiji are super cool

Hey CeCe!

2:17 PM

I just wanted to ask, what time zone are you on?

I'm in your walls

You are

2:18 PM

in the walls of my brain atleast

2:19 PM

But what time zone :3 Just so i know when to not bother you

CeCe has non24 sleeping condition

2:20 PM

she is awake and asleep whenever, you'll never know when I'll be available or not (edited)

oh

2:20 PM

okay lmao

2:20 PM

can u answer the question though? Or is that too weird to ask

Hmm

2:21 PM

Do I tell pamps my location? (edited)

2:22 PM

I need to buy a gun first

On god I am not that creepy lmao

2:22 PM

i am not asking for location

2:22 PM

time zone is a huge fucking thing

~~ID TOTALLY LOVE THAT IM IN SEATTLE AND WILLING TO DRIVE~~

2:23 PM

wait what

2:23 PM

are u serious lmao

2:24 PM

or are you just messing with my head

2:24 PM

i didn't see the message

Are you actually in Seattle tho

2:25 PM

Cause if so I'd literally do anything to do irl stuff

2:25 PM

~~need a trans girl gf~~

2:25 PM

i saw that

ordering a Benelli M4 as we speak

lmao

2:26 PM

I'd simp for a gun for you

2:26 PM

insanely based

2:27 PM

Real talk tho no meme, would you even be interested in trying irl stuff?

2:27 PM

I've done some kink stuff in seattle before

2:29 PM

Can I trust you a bit? Promise not to leak something?

Wouldn't be against it but it would need to worth it

2:30 PM

like, really worth it

Like money or relationship wise

money wise and there would definitely be limits

Of course

2:31 PM

100%

2:31 PM

Here is my main twitter so you can see I'm not a weirdo

2:31 PM

I literally work at AB Universe, the biggest diaper company in the states, we are based out of Everett

2:32 PM

I have no issue simping for an irl session, but honestly, I'd love to have a relationship with someone into the whole bnwo and pinkpilling stuff. Impossible to find someone else into that

2:32 PM

Is that weird?

2:33 PM

And due to my understanding of the kink community and stuff, I am 100% in favor of limits for play.

2:33 PM

safewords, boundries, whatever you want

Original message was deleted or could not be loaded.

Also please don't share that.

2:34 PM

It's a private thing and I like keeping the accounts seperate

thinking

2:35 PM

Take your time.

2:38 PM

I get this is a weird ask and all. I just think that I really want someone into this stuff in my life on a personal level. It's insanely hard to tell anyone, regardless of what they're into, that you like the bnwo stuff. it's just weird.

2:38 PM

~~Plus double simping for Meiji would be fun~~

And one last thing, we can take this really slow of course. I wouldn't want to meet at someones house the first time. A public restaurant or area like that is obviously the move. I don't meet people at my place the first time for anything. A simp paid nice meal though would be fun :3

I'm not against the idea of an irl dom/sub dynamic. Especially if it involves ATM pay sesh, shopping trip, or dinner (although I have stomach issues, can't eat a lot)

3:07 PM

However, it would require a lot for me to do more than that irl

What would a lot be

Celestia

I'm not against the idea of an irl dom/sub dynamic. Especially if it involves ATM pay sesh, shopping trip, or dinner (although I have stomach issues, can't eat a lot)

This sounds super fun ngl

3:07 PM

But I would really like a transbian gf relationship :3

3:08 PM

Idk. I just think you are super adorable. I loved your old transdefeat videos.

3:08 PM

But yeah I'd gladly be a good little paying simp for you. Could even hold my keys

3:10 PM

I mean, are you even looking for a relationship right now in life? Not with me, but like, in general?

I'm poly, and I'm currently dating 2 people

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3:10 PM

o okay

polyamorous

I am poly as well

3:11 PM

I know that people have different needs and I can't fill them all

3:11 PM

Are they aware of the whole bnwo stuff?

Both of them are my subs

3:11 PM

from twitter yes

fuck

3:12 PM

please CeCe I'd do ltierally anything to be in that group

3:12 PM

Are they all in Seattle?

3:14 PM

I wanna be such a subby gf simp for you

3:15 PM

(also if I am crossing any boundaries please say so

)

Just the idea of going on a "date" with you locked in my nub in a thick pamper just swiping my credit card at the mall just to be denied an orgasm sounds amazing. Then going back and cuddling and being called a good girl.

3:22 PM

If it happened, IF it happened, early on there would be no touching

Absolutely

Unless I say so

C-can we do a cashmeet when I get back as a first "date" trial?

3:27 PM

And I can give you my key

3:28 PM

And a bunch of cash

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3:28 PM

I honestly just want a chance to prove myself

3:31 PM

Would like, $200 be a good first date ❤️

Hahaha no

w-what

$200 is way too low for an irl meetup

(CeCe tbh I don't mind simping at first to prove loyalty, but I'd like it to transition where it's just a fun dom sub relationship over time)

3:35 PM

But for the first one I can do more

3:36 PM

I just don't wanna go broke for doing this ya know

3:36 PM

You said it before, there are more ways to serve besides just money :3

Oh, but you'll send over 3K for nothing~

I regret sending Meiji that much tbh

3:36 PM

I sent a lot that i shouldn't have

3:37 PM

I don't have 3k I can send right now

3:37 PM

I make 53k a year

3:37 PM

I'd rather that have gone to you if I knew you were local

Guess you'll just have to save up, we can stick to league and shock collars for now~

What is fair for a first meetup

3:39 PM

I don't wanna just be a cashcow

3:39 PM

Btu I want to show dedication at first

3:39 PM

I wanna show that I am not some fucking weirdo creep.

Ex-gf was over $2000 first meetup, but I talked to her for 2 months and actually liked her soooo

Cause unironically I am just a normal person who hangs in a bunch of kink spaces without talking kink the majority of the time

3:39 PM

y-you don't like me

Depends what you mean by like

damn

3:40 PM

thats deflating

3:40 PM

>///<

3:40 PM

I wanna be your good girl so bad

Gotta earn it pamps

I will

3:40 PM

What can I do to make you like me more

3:40 PM

unironically

3:41 PM

Cause if 2k is the goal I can get there

3:41 PM

Am I not on her good side?

I mean with the whole trying to rat the contest thing

I apologized for that

3:42 PM

Penny also never responds to. me

3:42 PM

I tried to apologize to him

3:42 PM

That was a stupid thing I did

And I sincerely regret it

3:42 PM

I really do

3:42 PM

Can you please tell Penny I am sorry for that

3:43 PM

Cause I don't know how to contact him besides twitter

3:43 PM

Anything else than get on Meiji's good side? I assume take the pink pills. Watch as much bnwo stuff as possible.

3:44 PM

And for 2k btw, is htat just a cashmeet

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3:44 PM

That's pretty brutal if so

3:44 PM

Or is that GF application level

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It was a first time meetup, but it was before this account, so I don't count it for my bio number

Was it that video of you two injecting each other with estrogen

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Or is that GF application level

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If we were actually "girlfriends" everything would be mine, right?~

If we were GFs I would do anything for you

3:46 PM

but i don't want it being "girlfrineds"

3:46 PM

I want it to be somewhat real

3:47 PM

Cause frankly, I'm running low on hope I can find someone into the weird shit I am. Just gets more depressing yearly

Original message was deleted or could not be loaded.

I know the truth :3

3:48 PM

Also does the diaper thing bother you at all?

3:51 PM

Cause ngl diapers are probably my biggest kink. I couldn't do stuff without them. Plus they are cute and subby as fuck.

Yeah, how about we sit on that whole "irl" thing for a while

5:57 PM

Mommy going to sleep

Okay okay

11:00 PM

No problem

11:00 PM

Sorry I just fixated on the idea a bit

11:07 PM

but id be lying if i said i wasn't interested in saving up 2k

You can still do that for me online, just in smaller amounts

1:20 AM

Tbh, would want more for irl cashmeet, 2k was just ex-gf

damn

1:44 AM

I know you said to move on, but what you thinking?

1:44 AM

We can move on tho from the topic if you want

1:44 AM

And frankly I don't wanna simp that much for online stuff anymore. I can get so much fun kink stuff for myself for that price :3

LockedAndPadded

I know you said to move on, but what you thinking?

$3,500+ and I would bring a body guard smug

3:47 AM

But for now, let's stick to online, parasocial pamps (edited)

Celestia

$3,500+ and I would bring a body guard smug

Yes

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Celestia

But for now, let's stick to online, parasocial pamps (edited)

Yep! Plenty of fun stuff to do once I get my HRT tomorrow :3

9:41 AM

Probably also gonna wear pamps 24/7 once I get back for atleast a month

Celestia

But for now, let's stick to online, parasocial pamps (edited)

Literally wanna do whatever to make you happy and be a pathetic cucky gf

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https://twitter.com/ParasocialPamps/status/1608119550263889923

Sky 🏳️‍⚧️♠️ (@ParasocialPamps)

After having a racist squirt while caged the other morning, @BuIIyQueen made me write 6 pages of apologies for her and @CeCeFem. I’m so sorry for being a racist scumbag who let their inferior shrimp dick dribble out worthless white sperm. Please forgive me Celestial and Meiji.

10:57 AM

:3

based Murk Wolf

Today is the day! I'm so excited

‍

5:23 AM

Estrogen and T blockers ❤️

Exciting~

mhm! Can we have a session at some point for watching those videos you made :3

5:27 AM

Wanna brainwash myself more

5:30 AM

I'll send pics of the pills later btw if you want

5:30 AM

I wanna create more propaganda :3

LockedAndPadded

mhm! Can we have a session at some point for watching those videos you made :3

Mommy's extreme content? Could arrange something

Celestia

Mommy's extreme content? Could arrange something

ye :3

9:30 AM

the more extreme the better

9:30 AM

wanna pop my estrogen while watching extinction content

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7:21 PM

I HAVE IT

LockedAndPadded

Click to see attachment 🖼️

7:37 PM

We'll do fun things soon~

nnggghhh okay

7:37 PM

I kinda wanna do something special to celebrate popping my first pill

7:37 PM

Probably just gonna watch porn and slap my balls for horus

You could do an HRT tribute for Mommy

7:54 PM

take a photo of your pills in front of my twitter page, or perhaps your favorite edit of mine

I'll do that!

7:58 PM

Something like this?

Mhmm~

7:59 PM

Would be better with my twitter showing, maybe bottle too but you can censor sensitive information

I'm so happy to finally be anti-racist, locked in my cage, simping to girls and taking my hrt

8:00 PM

And I can do that!

8:00 PM

I'll censor the info

LockedAndPadded

I'm so happy to finally be anti-racist, locked in my cage, simping to girls and taking my hrt

This is so much better than cumming. I feel so happy.

8:02 PM

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8:03 PM

trans defeat feels so good

I'm so happy to have met you tbh Just the little push I needed to do this

Don't quit this time

I won't

I will do anything you want to prevent that

8:22 PM

To make sure I stay on my good girl pills

8:24 PM

ngl I just need more mindfuck sessions telling me how right it is. I'm a dumb idiot for flashing screens and cute girls telling me what to do (edited)

8:25 PM

Plus tbh I am clueless about so much stuff. voice training, cute clothes, makeup

LockedAndPadded

ngl I just need more mindfuck sessions telling me how right it is. I'm a dumb idiot for flashing screens and cute girls telling me what to do (edited)

9:21 PM

It's all about slow and steady progress

mhm!

Have a good new years CeCe!

Mommy gonna drink tonight, we'll have our shock collar fun soon~

I'll be out drinking too don't worry

2:55 PM

And the shock collar got delayed like 5 times, but finally showed up in washington on the tracking. Should be here soonish

You can test it but should let Mommy is the first one to play with it~

2:59 PM

Y-yes of course Mommy

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2:59 PM

I love being your locked padded pet

hi hi

12:46 PM

How was new years?

Good. Might hop on league later, might need to pick a new skin for me if thr Christmas skins are gone

Celestia

Good. Might hop on league later, might need to pick a new skin for me if thr Christmas skins are gone

oh yeah i forgot about that

9:17 PM

I'll do it after this game

alright i sent uthe miss fortune christmas skin

9:57 PM

Not many good options based on what ya had

Oh?

9:58 PM

It had to be a champion I owned?

yeah

9:58 PM

Sadly

I wanted Jinx or Sona...

9:58 PM

Do you own them

No but only because I was doing that champion shard thing

hmm ok

9:59 PM

alright

9:59 PM

i gifted jinx and the skin as well

9:59 PM

cause im so based

My little PogChamp funding pinkpill mommy her egirl skins

10:01 PM

owo totally worth it

Mhmm~

Using some Amazon GCs I had simps send me

Cute

but i need to save up for a coffee table. We have been using a big amazon box at my place for nearly 6 months since we moved in

its ghetto as fuck

I mean if it works there's no rush, right?

10:03 PM

Totally

shock collar arrived today :3

Oh?

12:37 AM

I have to figure out how it works tomorrow

2:44 AM

Just tired tonight. Spent the day after work at a boys house restrained :3

hi hi

so uh, I got the shock collar hooked up

Oh?

I'm too scared to try it lmao

You should let me be the first one~

I have no objections to that

10:51 PM

I got the vibration working

10:51 PM

But I don't know whjat a good setting to try the shock is and see if i hate it or not

10:54 PM

do ya wanna try it out?

Hmm

11:01 PM

Now, or while playing League?

idk. I can't play league until my new modem arrives tomorrow. Been getting lag spikes up to 500 ping

11:02 PM

It's been miserable

11:02 PM

If you want to wait that's no problem

Hmm, could be fun also because mommy wanted a few skins

more skins

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Yeah, Elementalist Lux... Maid Gwen... lots of skins. Hey, tell me, is the collar out of 100?

yeah

11:07 PM

It's a pishock

If it's gonna good/tight enough

11:07 PM

We'll start low~ (edited)

still scared lol

11:08 PM

just did a 15 and it didn't hurt that bad

11:09 PM

And I can get more skins in a bit. I just can't tonight

11:09 PM

Okay 30 actually hurt

25-30

25 still hurts a bit but not nearly as much

I'm saying that will probably be the base range I use when I'm shocking your perveted, league addicted, pampered ass

Okay. Can we have a hard limit on the max though?

11:11 PM

I am not willing to go above 50 for the moment

Yeah, I've used someone else's before

I htink I know who that someone is

11:12 PM

I know limits

Good

LockedAndPadded

I htink I know who that someone is

Celestia

I'm saying that will probably be the base range I use when I'm shocking your perveted, league addicted, pampered ass

Season 13 gonna start well I guess

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11:16 PM

And I'll make sure to grab the lux skin at some point in the near future. Have a gift card to Target that I could yoink some RP with.

Back home yet?

3:49 PM

New pass it out, could use some RP

3:49 PM

i just got ya lux

5:09 PM

It popped up~

5:09 PM

Really need to do shock collar play

yeah we can this week! I am busy tonight sadly

Hopefully time lines up, need to torture and zap you

>///< y-yes

5:51 PM

I should be free most of the time after 6pm this week

Been nearly a month and no word from the diaper girl (edited)

Yeah sorry

6:43 PM

Been a weird last couple weeks

6:43 PM

Not sure where I stand with hrt

6:43 PM

Been off it

6:44 PM

plus ngl I kinda did lewd shit with a boy and he was super hot so like

6:45 PM

but I've been getting addicted again to bnwo and female supremacy hypno

6:45 PM

and am probably ordering a spiked cage

6:49 PM

Push me over the edge

Gonna spend my valentines day locked watching bnwo porn listening to hypno

7:04 PM

In a thick diaper like a fucking loser

7:22 PM

That does sound like quite the loser behavior

I mean, yeah, I literally listen to bnwo and female supremacy files daily while straining in a cage. I have no chance at a valentines date lmao

7:23 PM

diapers and chastity are the only things my pp will touch

7:23 PM

Being pathetic is fun too ya know

7:24 PM

I need to be pushed to that point of no return though

7:24 PM

I always just go in phases on this stuff

7:24 PM

I need to be obsessed with being a cuck for bbc

So what you're saying is, you wanna stop being a relapser, and just embrace that you're a BBC cuck? I find it kinda cute you contemplate the fetish or HRT, but you're order a spiked cage to punish your clit for getting aroused while you look at real men fucking women. While you spend valentines day along, in cage, in a pathetic diaper, while BBC porn plays

Yeah

7:28 PM

I'm incredibly inconsistent with it

7:28 PM

I will wear the cage for weeks

7:28 PM

Then go a month without it

7:29 PM

And think I can go back to just diaper porn or other kink stuff that I find hot. I still do find it hot. I think I can just be a fag, but then I always come back

7:29 PM

Chastity is also just a kink of mine in general, but hte second I lock up I go into bbc mode

Associating chastity with BBC is such a whiteboi mindset, it'a cute. Okay, so then question, HRT wouldn't be about gender for you then? You'd only take it for the cosmetic effects or...

I feel like at points it is for gender association. Sometimes its for cosmetic. Othertimes I wanna just be a twink gym boy

7:31 PM

My brain just feels like a mess when it comes to it

I see

7:33 PM

Still wanna be called a diaper girl? You can be a girl and still get turned on when I call you a BBC diaper fag~

Yes I want nothing more

7:34 PM

I wanna strain in a cage in pure sexual torment and watch whatever fucked up things you want me to while my brain turns to mush for a crippling bbc addiction

7:34 PM

‍

7:35 PM

And being called a diaper girl has always been cute to me regardless of if im in a more femme mood or not

7:35 PM

Just somehting humiliating about it and suepr faggy

7:37 PM

I also just am super jealous looking at trans girls in general. They are all so cute. Perfect bodies. So adorable. Maybe I am just a coping alice.

7:42 PM

So you interested in brainwashing me harder :3

Transgirl ratios are just hotter. Coping Alice? Maybe But yeah, the diaper girl, it'a fag behavior. Especially if you're in cage watching Black Cocks while you leak

I want to be in a cage at all times accepting that my incel white disgusting squirts aren't right

7:48 PM

while being told to watch a video X amount of times

7:48 PM

Brainwash this faggy diaper girl into a permanent pussyfree pushover

7:51 PM

I want to be so obsessed with being cucked, denied and blacked.

7:52 PM

with some pinkpilling thrown in

7:57 PM

I literally want no way out you know. Being that helplessly addicted to being a sexless bbc bnwo worshipper

god im so dumb and horny right now >///<

8:06 PM

I love black men. Black is better. Trans girls are better. Being trans is the best thing ever. Chastity is good for me. I deserve it. I love being groomed into a chastity wearing pussyfree cuck on hrt.

I'm getting off work now :3

8:55 PM

POV: You've never touched a women (edited)

Estrogen and t blockers taken

LockedAndPadded

Estrogen and t blockers taken

9:57 PM

Faggy diaper, BLM shirt, pussyfree anti-white race traitor

Never let me escape Cece. I love this so much

If it was that easy I'd chain you to your desk so you could goonslave away to being a good girl watching only BNWO porn

nngghh

10:00 PM

All I wanna do is watch bnwo while listening to hypno

10:00 PM

Telling me to stay caged cucky loser for my crush >///<

10:01 PM

I literally never wanna escape. Just be a mindless pinkpilled slave.

Your crush? MarineSip

So the files I listen to are super cute. They work by planting the idea of a "crush" in your head. And they use that as something to obsess over and keep you fixated on ya know

10:02 PM

In hte past it's been Belle Delphine

10:02 PM

B-but, it's totally not you

10:02 PM

now

10:02 PM

>///<

10:02 PM

Female Supremacy University literally makes the best most mind fukcing hypnosis I have ever heard

Maybe I need to do more VA edits

10:04 PM

Heh~

10:04 PM

It's cute tho

Can I please see those videos you made?

10:05 PM

I wanna watch them over and over again

Videos?

Didn't you make some bnwo worship videos

You mean my exteme edits?

Ye

Not for free~

nngghh

10:11 PM

how much

We were supposed to do shock sesh on league, but I guess that's separate. Why don't you fund me my Gwen cosplay off Throne and I'll feed you all my uncensored vids (edited)

Yeah we are supposed to

10:14 PM

I'd still love to do that

Mhmm~

Getting shocked instead of ever touching a female

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PP stuck in a cage. Thick diaper on.

Little faggot diaper girl

I'm so happy to be a perma incel

I literally want my life controlled by you

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10:16 PM

what costume

10:16 PM

There are a few

The default Gwen and shoes

10:18 PM

Not Cafe cuties

nnggghhh

10:18 PM

I spent $200 on chastity cages today already

10:18 PM

Would be cute if I wore the cosplay during our irl cashmeet

Do you even want to meet someone like me

LockedAndPadded

Click to see attachment 🖼️

spiked cages are expensive

LockedAndPadded

Do you even want to meet someone like me

Honestly, if it turns you on, and you'd pay up, ofc I'd cashmeet

10:21 PM

Idk if it would be a shopping day or dinner thing but getting to step on you and your cage in shoes you bought me sounds fun

nngghh

10:22 PM

I wanna be your pet so bad

10:23 PM

Getting stepped on with heels, my pathetic cuck cage being torture

10:24 PM

Bought

10:25 PM

All my friends going out tomorrow on dates while I

10:25 PM

sit in my cucky cage watching bnwo edits

Pathetic~

LockedAndPadded

Bought

I'll get you mommy's extreme edits

10:26 PM

You don't mind beatdowns right?~

I want you want

10:26 PM

Fuck up my brain

What am I saying? If it's against whitebois, ofc you don't mind. I don't mind either~

Groom me into the perfect cucky pinkpilled whiteboi

1

All whitebois should start HRT for me

10:29 PM

Groomed and feminized into pathetic, infertile, beta girls

10:29 PM

Getting off to propaganda porn, and extreme content~

10:29 PM

Uncensored and Textless~

10:29 PM

I like depraved girls the best

I'm a depraved girl for you

10:29 PM

I will never stop hrt

10:30 PM

Never let me esacpe. Keep me on a leash

Ending your bloodline for me

LockedAndPadded

I will never stop hrt

I want you to guide me down the path to be he most depraved faggot on the planet

unseen edits too, you're so fucked up getting off this stuff

10:33 PM

BBC faggot

10:34 PM

Putting on a rope necklace for mommy

️

10:34 PM

You worship, girls worship, waifus worship

10:34 PM

get off to being humiliated, and how much of a fag you are~ (edited)

Yes

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I'm building up to the extreme ones (edited)

10:35 PM

You're just a faggot on girl pills (edited)

10:36 PM

Pussyfree for life, no chance at breeding

10:36 PM

you never had a choice, it was always gonna end up like this (edited)

10:36 PM

Extreme

(edited)

10:37 PM

Beatdowns

(edited)

10:37 PM

Genocide

(edited)

10:37 PM

Extinction Snowbunny

(edited)

Extinction is the goal

Just complete and utter...

10:38 PM

Defeat

(edited)

This is real sex for losers

10:39 PM

Straining in a cage to defeat

10:39 PM

Black is all that matters

Yeah, that's how losers have sex. Leaking in caged, worshiping black cocks, and $purting to bully girls

10:40 PM

pretty girls~

You're such a pretty girl (edited)

10:40 PM

worshipping you is amazing

10:40 PM

Thank you for doing this to people

10:40 PM

thank you for making us this pathetic

It's only natural, I enjoy doing it~

Making other fail males into fellow pinkpilled losers

10:42 PM

is legit the hottest thing ever

10:43 PM

Gosh you'd make the perfect gf, but I'm nothing but a cuck to you

‍

A cucky diaper girl spoiling me right before valentines day

10:45 PM

how does it feel?~

️

10:45 PM

A groomed girl

It feels so good

10:46 PM

I love being groomed

10:46 PM

I love obeying

10:46 PM

I love staying locked

10:46 PM

I love worshipping black cock

10:46 PM

I love knowing you are doing this to other "males"

10:47 PM

I love knowing that this is the new normal. Giving up sex for cages and torture. This is the only way forward to end racism.

Accelerating the inevitable

being controlled feels so good

10:48 PM

I cant put it in words

less thinking, vibrating your cage, more ballbusting, more straining like a good little faggot

10:51 PM

You should alternate between feminizing hypno audios and my edits as your bitch-clit leaks (edited)

any suggestions

The ones you listed earlier were good

the female supremacy ones

Hmm, it's somewhat fitting since I'm superior, right?~

Yeah. These files are legit drugs.

10:53 PM

They are so addictive

10:53 PM

I've listened to them for hours

10:54 PM

The first domme I ever interacted with put parental controls on my phone, made me perma locked and it just ruined me for life. Also introduced me to hypno

10:54 PM

It was gg ever since

If you had a lock box, could be your key holder~

I do have a lockbox

Honestly could be cute if you permalocked for me, but need to the right cage

LockedAndPadded

I do have a lockbox

oh?~

I don't believe in perma locking tbh

App controlled?

Because the idea is silly

10:56 PM

No but plastic locks and a metal container

10:56 PM

Trying new cages is fun

10:56 PM

And it's not safe to be permalocked

I suppose so

10:59 PM

lots of cage options so it makes sense, but cuties that do it are adorable

It is cute

I think like 99% of them break it eventually tho

But most aren't actually perma caged

but who knows~

you can slip out easily

11:00 PM

Plus then I can use the spike cages time to time for punishments

variation is fun yeah, on a principle, would be cute to keep "perma-cage" a cutie but still let them clean for hygiene/shaving and swap cages

11:03 PM

basically no masturbating or cumming out of cage

I will never cum outside of a cage if that's what you want

11:03 PM

I love caged diaper buzzy orgasms

11:03 PM

I may need to not wear if i get sore for a day, but I promise I won't touch

11:03 PM

Sore as in brusiing or something which happens

LockedAndPadded

I will never cum outside of a cage if that's what you want

You should stay that way yeah

My sex life is cumming in a cage

11:04 PM

while my race dies out

11:05 PM

Just watching porn all day. Humiliation loser porn. BNWO porn. BBC worship. Censored. Everything.

Only beta-safe porn for the humiliated diaper girl

Such as?

11:07 PM

https://mega.nz/folder/oJZy3KZK#_qszDYN_91HmT9n5UIJlLA

79.95 GB folder on MEGA

179 files and 3 subfolders

11:07 PM

password is obamagaming. Click on the limp girl folder.

11:08 PM

There are some amazing bnwo videos by this creator I pay for

quite the collection you have hahaha

Watch chaos is fun

11:08 PM

its the best video for cucks

Cute~

11:10 PM

CeCe actually has to do wakeup bathroom routine, breakfast, make league of legends edit, and think about valentines day content

11:10 PM

but I can check those edits out sometime

11:10 PM

good content can bring inspiration

Okay! What type of porn is beta safe

11:10 PM

Before you go (edited)

and I'll get to see what kind of loser porn you get off to

Celestia

and I'll get to see what kind of loser porn you get off to

I have so many more videos of diaper stuff as well but you don't care about that

LockedAndPadded

Before you go (edited)

Images, videos, audios, 2D and 3D doesn't matter: Censored porn Female superiority (mommy, egirls, findom, QoS) SPH/SWC inferiority BBC superiority Blacked Blacked RAW BNWO Extreme/Propaganda Pinkpilling Feminizing Chastity Ballbusting (to cock heroes) Humiliation/Degradation (vague but you have to be the one getting humiliated or self inserting) Cuck porn and I guess yes, technically for you... Diapers as well

Celestia

Images, videos, audios, 2D and 3D doesn't matter: Censored porn Female superiority (mommy, egirls, findom, QoS) SPH/SWC inferiority BBC superiority Blacked Blacked RAW BNWO Extreme/Propaganda Pinkpilling Feminizing Chastity Ballbusting (to cock heroes) Humiliation/Degradation (vague but you have to be the one getting humiliated or self inserting) Cuck porn and I guess yes, technically for you... Diapers as well

So all the stuff I already watch

Thank you for ruining my life

I'm gonna watch porn while you have a good night

Good cuck~

Keep cracking my egg. Never stop. Never let me escape. Make me regret doing everything. I'm your incel to abuse.

11:17 PM

Love you ❤️

LockedAndPadded

Keep cracking my egg. Never stop. Never let me escape. Make me regret doing everything. I'm your incel to abuse.

I'll make sure to use incel in a caption sometime just to trigger you extra hard

It's such a hot word

11:21 PM

I'll lock up my key and wand later and send a pic of the plastic key

11:21 PM

I mean plsatic lock

nngghh hi

Never sent that lock pic~

Sent it on twitter

8:54 PM

file was too big for discord

I'm sorry for running again

9:21 PM

I need to be your mutt

9:22 PM

it's literally all i fucking crave. Being controlled by a girl who doesn't like me. Being forced to do weird and disgusting kink stuff just to be the biggest loser possible while you use me is so amazing.

5:17 AM

you really struggled to get that lock on with 1 hand

it's hard!

and you won't be~

8:15 AM

Still taking your girl pills for mommy?

yep :3

8:16 AM

I expect an update with the box in a few days. With the same numbers listed and of course, the lock still intact

of course

8:18 AM

hows life been

Doing an "irl meetup" in April

8:19 AM

life's been great for mommy~

Oooh that's fun

8:20 AM

Hope it goes well

8:21 AM

I'll be going to a fetish con in a few weeks so im pretty excited for that

don't worry ill be caged the entire time like a good girl while everyone else probably is gonna be doing plenty of sexual things : P

Heh, you can still smack those pathetic inferior balls for mommy

8:45 AM

I'm sure everyone will find your cage normal, very fitting

there will be plenty of other caged boys and girls as well.

8:46 AM

I certainly won't be the only

8:47 AM

kinda crazy how a little plastic cage can make someones mind go so crazy and stupid

8:47 AM

It's amazing.

a little bit of denial goes a long way~

and denial is so addicting

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LockedAndPadded

and denial is so addicting

‍

hi hi

Hey virgin~

How you doing :3

UMP45 edit (edited)

10:57 PM

What is that

‍

It's a gun~

ahhh

11:00 PM

now that makes sense

11:00 PM

Making a ~~sewer slide~~ edit with it?

11:01 PM

gunplay is fun, but no, this is a splitscreen for girls' frontline

ahhhh

11:02 PM

Still cute

11:03 PM

I've been being a good girl staying locked and dumb

11:04 PM

just been so obsessed with bnwo since we last talked. Seeing cute boys locked becoming girls. Staying locked and denied and everything it's so fucking cute

It really is~

11:11 PM

staying locked and taking your good girl pills while superior superior BBC breeds tight pink pussy~

nngghh

11:11 PM

I don't know how other whitebois resist it

11:11 PM

This is the best feeling ever

11:11 PM

Estrogen is the miracle drug that will end racism

11:12 PM

We need so many more people like you tbh.

11:12 PM

Grooming whitebois into girls

11:12 PM

Being told it's normal and natural.

11:14 PM

Like my one friend is out fucking his girl tonight while I strain in my nub to my race being replaced and becoming more addicted

LockedAndPadded

Grooming whitebois into girls

Keep making "boys" have no choice

11:15 PM

No escape

11:15 PM

If you know what I mean

Mhmm, I will be~

~~blackmailing more boys into becoming girls~~

nngghh

12:01 AM

blackmail is so dumb, but so hot

Yeah, it really is~

12:02 AM

maybe one day you could...

I could what

‍

12:02 AM

Be a blackmailed simp

I want no escape from HRT so bad

12:04 AM

What type of info do you take and what do you do with it

‍

a lot of personal stuff, but it's really only for those I want to keep close. I'm thinking about setting up a page like Aini so people can fill in the info

Oh okay.

12:06 AM

I kinda need that extra push to be a super sub for someone

Kinda sucks, that irl meetup opportunity is probably a no go now

12:07 AM

but maybe over time, could set something up with you~

Why is that?

12:07 AM

I really wanna be yours CeCe

12:08 AM

I am so addicted to what you do. You are super cool as well.

12:09 AM

I wanna be broken down into a mindless drone for you

You would be unique in the sense that, you're my only diapered girl hahaha

You can literally make it so my entire life revolves around being a denied virgin and filling pampers

heh, such loser behavior

LockedAndPadded

Why is that?

right now, isn't the best time. Mommy big backlog

ahhh okay.

Celestia

heh, such loser behavior

I am a loser that's why

12:14 AM

And I love being one ❤️

12:15 AM

I'm just saying that if you want to make me your blackmailed little diapered girl I'd probably be down

LockedAndPadded

I'm just saying that if you want to make me your blackmailed little diapered girl I'd probably be down

I'll keep that in mind

12:17 AM

You can deny me the potty, sex and really whatever you want :3

12:18 AM

It's a great sales pitch

12:18 AM

lol

How would I go about being a better diaper girl for you in the meantime? I am already locked :3

For now

1:25 AM

no taking it off unless you have to clean

Yep of course

1:26 AM

It feels better being locked for you even if you don't care that much :3

I'm legit just watching those videos you sent a while back

We also got to do that shock collar session at some point

oh yeah, we do~

shock me while apologizing for being white while straining in my nub cage >///<

2:40 AM

i just want to go as low as possible for you

2:47 AM

I'm super free until wednesday

2:47 AM

my boss is out of town so im working from home

more estrogen coming :3

god i love you

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im so obsessed

LockedAndPadded

more estrogen coming :3

4:31 PM

Mommy nap time before Kino. It's cute knowing how parasocial you are. Nothing wrong with it either~

Celestia

Mommy nap time before Kino. It's cute knowing how parasocial you are. Nothing wrong with it either~

‍

5:04 PM

Have a good nap!

beat my balls for 30 minutes tonight

3:53 AM

i need to do this more often

Yeah, you do~

I know you are on vacation, but I just want you to know how obsessed and in love with you I am. I love this abusive relationship

‍

11:54 AM

Yeah, real abusive that you love me and I often forget about your diaper ass

11:54 AM

I met a cutie during my vacation

11:54 AM

Irl meet

awww thats cute

6:21 PM

how was it?

6:21 PM

first time doing something like that correct? (edited)

Celestia

Yeah, real abusive that you love me and I often forget about your diaper ass

also mean but fair. I really am not active enough

LockedAndPadded

first time doing something like that correct? (edited)

Mmm, no hahaha

6:38 PM

I mean, before there was no money involved I guess

Well that is a bit of a difference then. Still, was it fun :3

7:15 PM

cause irl lewd shit is next level

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7:17 PM

i remember some old videos of you doing some irl stuff on your old account

7:18 PM

pretty based

Heh well

8:27 PM

Let's not mention any old accounts

8:28 PM

Irl meet was fun tho~

ok ok

9:57 PM

and thats good!

sip

i cant stop thinking about you again

4:44 AM

was watching those old videos

4:44 AM

straining in my cage

4:44 AM

i need to be made into a good girl so bad

4:47 AM

please groom me into a girl again

I really need the extra push to stay on HRT and become the best version of myself. I just keep quitting whenever I dont have external pressure. I want to be a girl. I need to be a girl.

essentially what do i need to do to make being your full time pinkpill project a reality

Honestly paps, as long as you have steady HRT and cash~

12:55 AM

It's possible to push you, but it won't be "full-time" 24/7, mommy has lots of grils to attend to

do you still do it cause you like to make boys into girls and help crack their eggs or just for the cash. I have nowhere near as much as I used to.

2:01 AM

but the idea of being manipulated into a girl is so hot. I have been taking my pills for the last 2 weeks.

2:04 AM

I'm at the point where I don't care about the findom bit as much. I want a manipulative girl to determine my body. To make my wear collars. To wear my diapers. To wear my cage. To use IR to warp my mind. To make sure I never am a man again ya know.

2:05 AM

Pinkpilling is what you used to love. I know you still do, but the money is attractive and I get it. I just don't feel like that is as much me anymore. I want to be a parasocial pinkpilled girl for a mass groomer like you. That's whats exciting to me. (edited)

I fully understand if the money is a big thing for you and you say no, but I don't know where else to go at this point. I need to be made a girl. I need to crack my egg.

You're a bit special brained pamps eheh

I know I am. I'm a stupid idiot.

3:33 AM

B-but uh, what do you think >///<

Want to make someone elses son your daughter?

I only do things if I enjoy them. That being said, it's enjoyable to get spoiled~ I'm going to continue pinkpilling, but like I said, it'll be harder to give full 1-on-1 attention to cuties for free. I have a lot of girls to take care of. I like unique subs, I like pinkpilling, I like feminine white/asian cuties~

4:19 AM

That being said, while it's not a job, I still tend to prioritize those who $imp for mommy

4:19 AM

It's kinda funny, at one point I considered irl meeting with you for 4 digits but I guess that time has past

4:20 AM

You should still continue taking HRT though

I want to be exploited by you so bad Cece. I don't think I can put it into words. I am willing to simp a bit, but I can't get anywhere near as much as last time.

4:21 AM

And I know, I wish I did that cashmeet. I'd legit kill for the chance for my pp to push against its nub just from looking at you

4:21 AM

I understand you need to put prio on those who send thousands.

4:22 AM

And I consider myself a pretty unique sub. A complete diaper dork who sleeps with stuffies and fill pamps instead of trying to fuck.

4:23 AM

But yeah. If me sending a few hundred a month isn't enough. that's fine I guess.

Celestia

It's kinda funny, at one point I considered irl meeting with you for 4 digits but I guess that time has past

And eventually, if you pinkpill me, I'd do this 100%, but I don't think you have an interest anymore

4:26 AM

My idea of this would pretty much be me simping time to time. Staying locked for you. Staying padded for you. Not something that requires constant attention. But also checking in and making sure I am taking my girl pills. And then just getting abused besides that.

you were my first parasocial crush even back on THAT account and I just can't escape it.

Let me nap on it. I have an idea but I woke up early for Kino Club and now I need to recover a little

4:42 AM

Okay. Have a good night Cece. I unironically really love what you do. You are the master of pinkpilling.

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LockedAndPadded

you were my first parasocial crush even back on THAT account and I just can't escape it.

While that's cute, I prefer to avoid talking about it eheh

2:10 AM

Anyways, what I actually thought of was maybe what you need... is HRT blackmail RoseSmuggest

btw, why do you let Peach follow you KurisuSip

Celestia

btw, why do you let Peach follow you KurisuSip

I've literally called her a schizo. I don't really block people unless they go out of their way to harass me.

3:49 AM

I geuinely don't care most of the time

Celestia

Anyways, what I actually thought of was maybe what you need... is HRT blackmail RoseSmuggest

not a bad idea...

3:50 AM

I think Peach actually needs mental help. She is genuinely fucked in the head.

I've had her blocked for months cause spam merushrug

8:24 AM

but anyways, don't talk about her anymore. She said she was underage and then nuked her main account.

i never really talked to her anyway so that's fine

3:56 AM

like i said, she was a weirdo and she messaged me only until I told her she was weird and to fuck off

Mhmm

4:02 AM

Understood